Tuesday, February 6, 2007

When all your dreams come true...

I was thinking about this,

When All Your Dreams Come True... Who do you want to be standing next to you?

That has to be one of the hardest and easiest questions to awnser ever. Because most of the time we know who we want beside us, its just a matter of if its right. Or has it always been the same person. Or is there a reason? Who knows. I heard this question proposed somewhere and I just stared thinking about it. Its interesting.

Common Awnsers:
Mom
Dad
Best Friend
Significant Other
Siblings

I bet if you really thought about it, its not the obvious person. But maybe it is?

Who do you want standing beside you?

Saturday, February 3, 2007

It Ends Tonight

So I think I might be done blogging.

Yeah this thingy was fun for a few days.

However, I feel like it causes problems.

And people read what you say wrong.

And I alread have you all judging my relationships and friendships.

I dont need anymore caused by this thing.

I think I might go back to writing in my journal.

UNSPOKEN

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

Friday, February 2, 2007

Heres my resolution

Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by your moment's grace again

Isnt the resolution the weirdest feeling in the world. You know its all that weight that youve carried lifted. Its all those things that hurt, confused, and made you happy... its all ok. Its over. Its no longer apart of you. Those ghost that haunted you. Those nights you wondered how you could have been wrong. And that moment you relized you were glad you were wrong. Its just gone.

There's so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything's so undefined
I'm standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear

Isnt it funny how one look, or a smile, or a hello can clear everything up and make everything finally 100% alright. Even you had moved on and you were happy, its just feels good to know everythings really fine. You finally had that closing point. You dont have to wonder anymore, or have a bad image. Its just gone.

Here's my resolution
I'm letting go
All I need to learn is along this road
And I just want to be the best I can be
Breathe, it's my resolution

And I guess thats my resolution.